Foreign Affairs

I can understand the lure of the 'foreign'. It has to do with that 'otherness' that we sense in the unfamiliar. The call of the wild. Even if what is wild for us is lame for others.
I have to explore myself more with Asian men. I would not be alone, I'm afraid. And that's what scares me a little much. I know what he finds attractive in Asians (which I don't, I guess, because it's too similar to myself and it rings like overwhelming narcissism) and the question would be: could I take it?
I wonder sometimes.